In a time when black death is the only time we recognize black life. I found myself striving for and guiding myself towards death thru apathy and drugs. I not only found myself lost in the death of my people i also found myself suicidal and chasing their freedom. I made album to display the process it takes to not want to die, to normalize the conversation and know there is something on the otherwise of those thoughts. I was not lost, I was just a human trying to deal with grief.
(I DO OWN THE RIGHTS TO ANY OF THE MUSIC OR VOICES SAMPLED IN THIS WORK)