Written over the past three years since moving to Chicago.
Recorded, Mixed and Filmed over the past two weeks.
produced by: eerieskies
For my family. For my mental health. For a life rich with respect and love.
November 3rd, 2021
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I need a motherfuking quarantine;
Another one.
World opened back up
And I realized I ain’t talk to my friends
barely at all when the world shut down.
Ima different person,
they people different.
I’m not even sure we real friends anymore.
I came out the closet and niggas
had zero pierce of solidarity to share with me.
Some of them niggas is completely out of my life.
some of them niggas died. A lot of niggas died.
And if they an artist they a mufucking legend,
got me out here contemplating suicide
as a careen move.
I got a fucking family dawg. I have two kids.
Nigga bout to turn 30. What kind of fucked mental place
do you have to be in today to be an artist
and not be the worst.
I’m done.
I am done
At least for now.
This rap shit ain’t worth.
Ima keep my ass in therapy.
Ima watch my kids grow up.
I’m talk and chill with family, my tribe, my people.
And get out of survival mode.
My life is quarantined nigga,
You don’t have access to that bitch
unless I feel safe with you.
Unless my wife feel safe with you.
Unless my kids feel safe with you.
Unless my fam feel safe with you.
I hope you doing the same.